At that time Herod the ruler[a] heard reports about Jesus; 2 and he said to his servants, â€œThis is John the Baptist; he has been raised from the dead, and for this reason these powers are at work in him.â€ 3 For Herod had arrested John, bound him, and put him in prison on account of Herodias, his brother Philipâ€™s wife,[b] 4 because John had been telling him, â€œIt is not lawful for you to have her.â€ 5 Though Herod[c] wanted to put him to death, he feared the crowd, because they regarded him as a prophet. 6 But when Herodâ€™s birthday came, the daughter of Herodias danced before the company, and she pleased Herod 7 so much that he promised on oath to grant her whatever she might ask. 8 Prompted by her mother, she said, â€œGive me the head of John the Baptist here on a platter.â€ 9 The king was grieved, yet out of regard for his oaths and for the guests, he commanded it to be given; 10 he sent and had John beheaded in the prison. 11 The head was brought on a platter and given to the girl, who brought it to her mother. 12 His disciples came and took the body and buried it; then they went and told Jesus.
Feeding the Five Thousand
13Â Now when Jesus heard this, he withdrew from there in a boat to a deserted place by himself. But when the crowds heard it, they followed him on foot from the towns. 14Â When he went ashore, he saw a great crowd; and he had compassion for them and cured their sick. 15Â When it was evening, the disciples came to him and said, â€œThis is a deserted place, and the hour is now late; send the crowds away so that they may go into the villages and buy food for themselves.â€ 16Â Jesus said to them, â€œThey need not go away; you give them something to eat.â€ 17Â They replied, â€œWe have nothing here but five loaves and two fish.â€ 18Â And he said, â€œBring them here to me.â€ 19Â Then he ordered the crowds to sit down on the grass. Taking the five loaves and the two fish, he looked up to heaven, and blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the crowds. 20Â And all ate and were filled; and they took up what was left over of the broken pieces, twelve baskets full. 21Â And those who ate were about five thousand men, besides women and children.
Jesus was grieving over the death of John. There are so many lessons in this text but the one that hit me was that even in His grief, Jesus had compassion for the people. When His disciples, who knew He was grieving wanted to send hungry people away, Jesus asked them to do something I believe He asks us to do – feed them. When the disciples could only see what they did NOT have, Jesus walked them through it. He prayed. He took what little He had and put it in God’s hands to make it not just enough, but more than enough. The text also spoke to me personally, that even Jesus experienced grief. He wanted to go off and be alone with it. But, He continued to be in relationship with people and continued to serve. A little part of me thinks He was telling us this is how to do grief. This is how to walk through it and not get pulled under it. I pray that we can listen to that advice.
When bad news comes
like a family member has lost their head
looking for solitude is an acceptable response
grief is heavy and no one can help you carry it
it is invisible
and only those close to you know
that you are carrying a heavy rock
and even they may make demands on you
and while you may think
you canâ€™t help others with your hands full of rock
so you set it down and turn your face
from stone to flesh
and you fill a need
and take a step
heal a pain
And find you have left the stone behind
itâ€™s still there, just not taking all your strength
you realize your hands are empty
so you pray
and someone gets fed
someone gets changed
it might be you.